heya diary
my life is moving towards something again, i think
i have a few untied loose ends in my immediate vicinity, but the feeling of existential dread that has followed me for 2 months is dissipating, slowly, slowly
im so glad i made it here
my best friend checked herself into the hospital for mental health issues. ive been waiting to hear from her until she checks out. ill be seeing her soon, in just a few weeks
that the balance of how we feel is so unsteady scares me. i cherish the times of stability
on we go